Very lately, I’ve been starting to think I don’t belong here. True, many people have heard me complain about the dirt covered, tumbleweed infested city here in Southern California that I happen to have been born into, and which for reasons unbeknownst to me, my mom and Pop-o are still loyal to. No, this is […]Read more "My soul’s somewhere else"
There’s a sign at my Weight Watcher’s branch that says “Keep your Why Close by”. Whenever I’ve seen it the last 5 weigh in’s, I have wanted to, but hesitated in, writing down my why, putting it on pen and paper and letting it be an inspiration and reminder of why I’m doing this. I […]Read more "My Why"
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2015 annual report for this blog. Here’s an excerpt: A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 290 times in 2015. If it were a cable car, it would take about 5 trips to carry that many people. Click here to see the […]Read more "2015 in review"
I hate the way my brain responds to everyday situations, especially disappointment. From a letter that my therapist wrote to me when I was maybe 8 or 9 years old, my brain doesn’t handle disappointment well. To paraphrase her words, my brain’s lack of ability to handle disappointments was what made my life such a […]Read more "Disappointment=Curl up in bed and Cry"
Let me acknowledge right off the bat with this post that I don’t know how much I’m going to ramble. I’m just feeling a ton of overwhelming emotions tonight. I did a good amount of Christmas shopping today, and for the most part I handled my emotions well. On the outside. Christmas shopping in particular […]Read more "Montana, Dad, Christmas"
The holiday season is painful enough on my already taxed mind that the desire to have a seizure caused in my brain jumps drastically. I’m referring to ECT, or electroconvulsive “shock” therapy which can help with severe depression, especially when other treatments have not been effective. around the holiday season, starting in mid October, my […]Read more "Holidays/ECT"
Last night, around maybe 11:30, midnight, the sky was lit up with brilliant flashes of lightning, and thunder rumbled loudly. I was impressed, exhilarated, and yes, a little frightened at times by the sudden, very intense sounds of thunder. However, since being away from a private school setting for a good 2 or 3 years […]Read more "The Rapture/ Fear Tactics?/Unsaved"